Dear heart:

Stop being so indecisive. I've met someone wonderful. No one will compare. So why the certain uncertainty?

Oops I did it... 3 more times.

1. Ken, in a half built house, i was 12.
2. Anon, at classic skating new years millenium.
3. Eric, in his basement, I was 17.
4. Jared, in his car in front of my house. It was my 18th birthday.
5. Brandon, at Vortex. In march.
6. Dave, in my sebring, august 7th 2004.
7. James, in front of the seminary building, nov 4th 2004.
8. Ben, under Kelly Clarkson fireworks, july 2nd 2005.
9. Rapey Mcraperape, Christian's girlfriends apartment. Blank my mind I don't want to remember.
10. Brett West, at murray park, may 30th 2006.
11. Eric Larsen, Claire's bed, Aug 20th 2006
12. John the Canadian, at a random house in las vegas, Sep 3rd 2006.
13. Josh Perkins, in his bed, Oct 12th 2006. We have kissed every day since then. Except yesterday.

careful with yourself, girl

Don't let him sweep you off your feet.
Logic dictates you'll end up on your back.

Last january?

He didn't call me 12 days later. He said he would, but he didn't.

I don't mind for one reason:
He's mine now. I think.