54 days and counting.

1 - sleppy
8 - double sleppy
19 - smack
20 - shlop
39 - boink
40 -" "
42 -" " x3
46 -" "
47 -" "
54 -" " x3
55 -" "
56 -" "x3
58 -" " x2
60-" " x2
fri24th - 2 months/62 days
63-" " x2
66-" " x2
68-" "

He is mine.

I am so head over heels, crazy-in-love. I have never felt this way. I'm with him all the time, but I'm never homesick because he feels like home. When I'm away from him my heart burns and I miss him so much. Yet I still can't let go, I can't let myself be vulnerable. I want to, but it's just not happening.

I'm still happy too.

"I'm 19,
I've never kissed a boy
I've never been on a date
I've never
had a boyfriend
I've never been in love
I've never been loved
I'm still
happy"

Bless her heart, she's the only of her kind left.